April

April Admitting that I don’t Still care even though it’s not fair to be without everything that made me exactly what it was to feel what it was to be real and now I don’t care anymore Like the hands on a clock change Arms roll loose and free Never knowing what to grab Or to even believe in me To catch a fall from a distance Even though it’s right next to me You still can’t believe I’d be there for every instance Rollin like eyes on a face too bad the smile’s fake showing mistakes never seeing through to the truth but the words can’t lie when it makes the features turn, to a painful time Cause the thought remains Of how it’s never the same How I changed my ways In these turbulent days I can’t face now what’s in store Cause there’s always gonna be that much more Waiting, and hiding, Behind every curve Like the moonlight Sitting on the edge of your nerves Shattering hopes and dreams Misleading And revealing what’s not anymore When the light shines green its just to deceive Even though it’s against Everything you’ve seen It’s dark Inside the heart Filled with stains from yesterday’s rain Leaving what’s left in the distance And never feeling what’s real anymore Try to look past the stage, of the rage Knowing full well that In this world we dig our own graves Take me, I can not fight myself Stretching, a life’s worth is just too much Saddening, to run from my old self Causing, a stigma in my eyes You hear a chime Lost in age, A match to a time Before May When everything was safe Take everything with a grain of salt cause In the end it’s no one’s fault Like assault On a memory fading in the wind No matter what it’s still a sin Just roll with the punches kid It’ll all turn round in the end