Appreciating Unity

I guess I have these momentary choices, some days privileged with more and some more challenged by un-privileged less experience with ego/eco-centric bilateral choice, Do I want to know and love myself more for how I am different and special unique and maybe a bit brightly privileged right now? Or am I more self-appreciative for not depreciating how we are most resiliently the same rather than mere interdependent flaring fragments replacing original hopes for win/win synergy with ultimate fears against win/lose sameness, remembering both/and unity with more gravitas than either/or uniformity Of whole ecosystemic Earth co-arising win/win revolutionary radical cooperative choice to resist those future moments more One RabidNest felt through dim ego shadows of self-perpetuating yet never chosen loneliness.