Aphradere: Enlightening the Kindled Embers Within

Oh, I can faintly remember Last years' frigid December We were like burning embers, Kindling our fires of kindness We were swimming in errors Don’t let hatred and angst harness Inside you… Yes, I do… Love you unbearably and truly, So don’t be such a heartless bully You set my uncanny, hopeless heart aflame Ripped apart, I’m the one to take the blame Our hopefulness manifests to awful ashes Our beauty is beyond our long eyelashes Intelligence is beautiful and I’m possessive over knowledge I’m almost always on the edge; my mind’s above life's hedge Perception of being the exception of affectionate direction Becomes my shadow and my reflection, so screw your rejection I want to be beside you forevermore and snuggle with you close Hit the brakes in your truck of good-luck and let’s kiss nose to nose I denied your pathetic, lunatic-like lies I dismiss your half-hearted goodbyes How time flies, don’t ask your why's Sick of hearing your childish cries I need less lows and more highs Tears replaces glee – sorrow dries Rise from the gravity and weight society has on you Surrender and accept the kindled embers of what lies ahead We must vanish away the fears that hurt us so true Remember December's embers of beloved luminescence instead I burn for you like desire fire in the nighttime campfire I churn like the ocean's tides…I’m in Aphradere's empire Scorched aflame by the seams… Overflowing with abusive dreams… I’m drowning in your ice-engulfed soul I thought you were mine, my beautiful You turned the other cheek There are no words to speak Disgusted because I feel humiliated My brain is broken, blank and jaded Waterfalls of doubtful fragmentations embellish in my cranium unfortunately The frenzied flames of lust is surrounding me with whirlpools of restless misery The waters of Aphradere, they ascend so vast The sea-dwelling, sympathetic spirits will rinse away our torturous, grief-stricken memories Of our complicated and underestimated past The sandcastles of our somewhat good childhood got kicked around in the blessed breeze… Dwelling in the depths of anger and anxiety ablaze… caught abruptly in a sugar-coated, haze-hazardous gaze Corrupted by the worthless labels in society that puts me in a craze…penetrated by my pornographic phase The waters of Aphradere will draw near us and give us no fear – it will drench you with cheer, so shed no tear Kindle the embers of our remembrance, your discouragement is extremely encumbering, my long-lost, darksome dear Shed some light here…bust open all misery-amassed mirrors We are swimming in the currents of our nostalgic nightmares Shallow, rapid rivers of remedies are far from us now…I miss your precious eyes… Somehow, the goodbyes you bid were all abominable lies and attention-seeking cries Forgiveness and cherished loyalty will hold me close and mercy is on its merry way Revenge and fiery fury within is not my reality to put into play – won’t be led astray Vengeance and judgement is the Lord of Accord's responsibility alone Endurance is my healing grace and I am like virtuous embers on my own December's embers left me insecure I remember November and its nice cure I want to disappear into October's weather Kindle the embers of who we used to be – Do you even remember? Weren’t we pretty happy? Our tears and cheers are treasured in God's gigantic jar beyond the billionth bar It’s the memories that reduced to dust and ash a while back – forget it, I will move on and so far, I’m a shimmering star against your past-permeated scar Last years' frigid December – How come I clearly remember it now? Maybe because It’s an empowering ember That remains alive in me forever somehow Do you remember me? I hope so, honey Endurance is an ember of empathy Within me eternally – let’s all be happy Along with much-needed tranquility Hear the echoes of elegant empathy, Calling you softly in the dead of night, what a sight! It says: remember me…remember me… Your kindling kindness left me with no fright tonight The waters of Aphradere Will douse us with no fear Marinate me with mega-magnificence, Oh Lord of Accord that is of brilliance You kindle my flames of ember-searing passion Oh Father, You gave me such compassion Beyond the human touch God, I love You oh so much!