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APACHE His name was Apache His eyes were so bright He was completely full of joy Hopping, jumping, dancing Taking naps on top of me Happiness, love, to fill the universe Playing with home-made toys Always excited to see each one He warbled like a bird when he was held He filled my heart so quickly Like he knew me, before we met He was a smart Guinea Pig Squeaking from across the house, When he knew I was cutting his food He had a special ramp that I made He would wait for his treats put on that He always knew everything I would do He was only 7 months old when he got sick An ear infection spread, ending up untreatable The light bulb of joy went out in my house An emptiness that I cannot explain There are other things that I cannot say, But I wish that I had one more day My writing area was near his play pen When he left, my muse went with him It will be a while to feel it again It will be a while for my heart to mend There is no answer for his leaving so young There are always questions in life, Left unanswered in some empty place that makes no sense And we are expected to move on without knowing Heidi Sands 9/26/22

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Paul Callus

Date: 10/2/2022 5:22:00 AM

He died too young, and yet a bond of love had been established...a heartbreaking departure. We have a dwarf rabbit in the family; she loves us all, and is loved in return. I dare not think of how it would affect my granddaughter if it were to pass away. Hopefully your heart is learning to heal, Heidi. ~ Best regards // paul

Heidi Sands
Date: 10/2/2022 6:08:00 AM

You are right Paul. Also, I love rabbits. I had rabbits for years up until this incident and the last ones lived way beyond life span. I hope your dwarf rabbit does well too. They are very loving. This incident has been treacherous and not easy to heal from. Thank you for your kind comment. Enjoy your bunny and I hope you have a nice day :)

Sotto Poet

Date: 9/30/2022 4:34:00 PM

A lovely poem is rife with feelings that capture the intensity of the connection that you enjoyed with your pets, Heidi.

Heidi Sands
Date: 10/1/2022 5:49:00 AM

Thank you very much. I appreciate your visit and input :)

Sandra L. Weiss

Date: 9/28/2022 11:28:00 AM

A heartfelt, loving verse filled with emotion that describes the intense bond that you shared. Such sadness, loss, and as always, the question, why? We ask, but have yet to be answered. Someday...

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/28/2022 3:00:00 PM

Thank you Sandy. I appreciate your comment and tribute poem as well. Yes, as always, the question why? Especially so young. We had a very strong bond. I am grateful for every moment I had with him :)

Joe Dimino

Date: 9/27/2022 7:26:00 PM

Beautiful, sensitive writing. When the two cats I have go, no more for me. Just too painful. Lovely tribute, Heidi!

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/28/2022 3:12:00 AM

Thank you Joe. I understand. It is just too painful. There is nothing like the unconditional love and happiness from pets. I appreciate your kind comment. I hope you have a nice day with your cats :)

Alexis Y.

Date: 9/27/2022 12:27:00 PM

Hi Heidi, You penned such a touching and heartfelt write about your beloved pet. Losing a pet is like losing a family, because that’s what they are. I’m sorry for your loss. Take time grieve, your muse will return in time-Alexis

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 12:47:00 PM

Thank you so much Alexis. I was trying to process this deep grief and get beyond this writing block too. I appreciate your kindness and understanding. It is clearly going to take some time. This all happened so fast. I hope your day is going well. Take care :)

Vijay Pandit

Date: 9/27/2022 5:12:00 AM

Your poem tugs the heart for the pain you feel recalling memories. As you say, somethings in life go unexplained. Hope you find relief as time goes by, Heidi.

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 6:54:00 AM

Some things I just do not understand. Relief will take some time, this time. Thank you very much for your comment Vijay :)

Tom Cunningham

Date: 9/27/2022 12:05:00 AM

The loss of a pet is heartbreaking Heidi, they're part of the family. Having them put to sleep is an agonising decision to make but in time you realise it was the kindest thing to do. Tom

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 4:50:00 AM

Hi Tom yes, it is brutal. I have had pets all my life and been through painful experiences. There are some things about this one making it even worse. I appreciate your kind comment. I have been blocked with writing , so I thought I would try to write this and also give some understanding to why I am not writing as often yet. I hope all is well :)

Deb M

Date: 9/26/2022 5:47:00 PM

Oh Heidi I’m so sorry you are feeling so sad with the loss of your very loved Apache. Sending a big cuddle….Debx

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 4:47:00 AM

Thank you for your comforting comment Deb :)

Anne-Lise Andresen

Date: 9/26/2022 5:42:00 PM

- Heidi, heartbreaking ... so sorry for your loss - hugs // Anne-Lise

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 4:46:00 AM

Very much so. I am not getting beyond this very well. Thank you Anne-Lise :)

Joseph May

Date: 9/26/2022 5:32:00 PM

Heidi I know how much you loved Apache and how much joy he brought to you, I am so sorry for your loss, Hugs

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 4:45:00 AM

I love him very much. There was such a bond. This has been. heartbreaking. Thank you Joseph :)

Susan Ashley

Date: 9/26/2022 5:09:00 PM

Oh, Heidi, I feel your heartbreak and heartache poured upon the page. I’m so sorry for the loss of your precious Apache. You portray him and your broken heart with exquisite tender beauty. I can feel how special he was, the joy he brought to you. I’ve known this kind of heartbreak too, my friend, and can relate to your amazing last line. Please post a photo of Apache if you can. What a wonderful heartwarming friend he was. Warmest wishes.. ~Susan

Heidi Sands
Date: 9/27/2022 4:44:00 AM

Susan, thank you for taking the time to leave such a kind , fulfilling comment. I appreciate it very much :)