Anymore

my human side
is rapidly changing in me.
within societies reflections,
i am unable to be myself.
depth,
is its own sea of loneliness.
violently,
my demon's are released within me
and my reflection forms
a new sickness-
a gift 
that you can not deny
that everything that you once love
has died.
the work seems harder,
the days seem longer-
heads you win,
tails you lose.
caught in between the jagged edges
of heaven and hell;
where is the girl that i knew years ago?
i have thought about this
for a long time,
the answers should be black and white-
very clear,
for its only the truth that remains.
two can play the game as well,
no more crying
when i think about you...
those years are gone for good.
i got lost
wondering through the diamonds
of your evil eyes-
with time,
i will move on.
within the arms of love,
i will again become strong...
looking for the remains of a spark-
that does not need you
anymore.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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August 22, 2011 at 10:17 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer to you today. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be Selena. May you find inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. Read and comment on their's and they will return in kind. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Love and blessing always, Carol
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August 19, 2011 at 12:19 AM
Welcome to Poetry Soup.. enjoyed reading your creative write tonight.. enjoy the site with its many features as u continue to share words with luv..
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