Anymore

my human side is rapidly changing in me. within societies reflections, i am unable to be myself. depth, is its own sea of loneliness. violently, my demon's are released within me and my reflection forms a new sickness- a gift that you can not deny that everything that you once love has died. the work seems harder, the days seem longer- heads you win, tails you lose. caught in between the jagged edges of heaven and hell; where is the girl that i knew years ago? i have thought about this for a long time, the answers should be black and white- very clear, for its only the truth that remains. two can play the game as well, no more crying when i think about you... those years are gone for good. i got lost wondering through the diamonds of your evil eyes- with time, i will move on. within the arms of love, i will again become strong... looking for the remains of a spark- that does not need you anymore.