Any Day

Find out why things have to be this way. Find out why this is the way it's gotta be. There's so much emotions building in me. There's so much I can say but I won't. Still all you've been seeing half of what I really am, half of what I really am, half of the way it should be. I have to hold back not to put myself out there on the line. Now isn't the time for you couldn't be mine. Even though it's in the back of my mind and something I think of from time to time. In my mind all I can do is retrace that weekend we shared...every moment...every kiss so much exceptional bliss. Forbidden emotions in which I could never show to you. Why does it have to be this way? Why couldn't God send you my way? I know this must have happened for a reason of which I'll never know to taste heaven's fruit and never taste it again. Whoa...wait a minute let me calm down there's too much emotions seeping out. Ok...that's better what was I about to say? Oh yeah, through all my goals and fears, through all my tears and all those years of unmeasurable pain, through those nights I'd just lay awake and wonder if there is someone out there for everyone?...whether they belong to you or not there yours for 2 days or 24 hours. And of course with my life it never goes my way but those 2 days mean more to me than any day.