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* In memory of a friend, mentor, and one of my favorite people ... Chef Anthony Bourdain *

Anthony Bourdain 1956-2018 -

* Many years now since this very talented, very HUMAN guy left us … those holes never fill, and he is sorely missed. (This is a form I invented called “Tredicum Plus”. *

                   ~

my brother ...
you caught me off guard -
of all those who struggle like we do
in darkness, with the
hideous demons that lurk
I was sure the victory was yours -
that the knight was astride
his steed, steadied -
armor shining bright in the sun
sword and shield, sharp and enduring ...
but alas, it seems the
devil wants the final
fiendish word …

long did I look to you
for strength ...
a flicker of light to guide
me through the murk -
the fog of pain and error and
fallibility that so often
gathers for those of us who
feel too deeply - 
who see sensitivity as
more of a curse than a gift …
you understood that path quite well -
walked it many times
as I have …

you knew the beasts
that scratch at our ankles -
those shadowy minions that seek
to rake us into hell with every
step we take in redemption's course
but your light shined so bright!
you held it high and
proud for so long that I took
it for granted - depended on it …
and now that light is snuffed
the black is all the
more oppressive - all the
more glaringly heavy and deep ...

   … and empty …

now the path
is twisted, obscured ...
and without the welcome of
your glowing spirit
it will henceforth be cluttered with
ambiguity and question -
each further step, taken in
hesitation and doubt …
tragedy, pain, sorrow, regret
their names matter not -
they wreak the same horrid havoc
and those ragged, merciless monsters
have claimed you …

aye, the sun will rise a wee bit
colder on the morrow, and life’s flavor
is now tinged with bitterness …
still, you left behind a torch of humble exuberance and vitality
and those of us who know the
treacherous paths of life -
those darkened 'parts unknown' -
will hold it high in your memory
and give the devil all he can handle ...
of your mischievous smile
your twinkling eye
and your fierce, fiery heart …

Rest In Peace, Tony.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Faulkner Avatar
August 8, 2018 at 7:17 PM
I was (and still am) a fan of his, still shocked by what happened, this almost brought me to tears, again, thank you for sharing this-
Barden Avatar
August 8, 2018 at 8:00 PM
That's such a sweet and heartfelt comment, Michelle, and I so greatly appreciate it ... we have lost a light and a smile and a spirit, exceptional, and that hole will never fill. Peace to you, my friend. <3
Duncan Avatar
July 26, 2018 at 3:35 PM
Great tribute. Thank you for coming to read my Ocean poem. I shall have to read more of your words :)
Barden Avatar
July 28, 2018 at 8:02 PM
That's very kind of you, Debbie - thank you so much! :-) <3 ~ The Bard
Hoffman Avatar
June 10, 2018 at 6:40 PM
A wonderful tribute to Anthony Gregory; a very sad situation!~Che :)
Barden Avatar
June 16, 2018 at 8:21 PM
Very kind of you, Che ... thank you. <3
Sands Avatar
June 10, 2018 at 10:30 AM
This is so well written. A very powerful tribute!
Barden Avatar
June 16, 2018 at 8:21 PM
Many thanks, Heidi. <3
Michael Avatar
June 8, 2018 at 6:56 PM
I am speechless to comment on Tony...why the lights went off I don't know...a nice dedication in his honor...All the best Gregory
Barden Avatar
June 9, 2018 at 8:25 PM
The same to you Arturo ... so tragic, he was so special, and seemingly on top of the world. Emotional pain is an insidious beast.
Wanter Avatar
June 8, 2018 at 6:33 PM
You are a poet par excelant!(sp) Obviously you really knew him or at most a very admiring fan. We never know what is lurking in the ones we love, or what we, ourselves, harbor and don't understand.
Barden Avatar
June 9, 2018 at 8:24 PM
Very true, SW ... thank you. <3
Allison Avatar
June 8, 2018 at 6:13 PM
what a lovely tribute Greg, I've just seen in the press about his passing. Hugs jan xx
Barden Avatar
June 9, 2018 at 8:23 PM
Thank you, Jan. <3
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