Anorexia

The fall; when leaves turn yellow, red, pink,
                     My seasons they paint me, black as the ink,
                        Doused in hate, it leaves me constricted,
                      This bitter sweet taste, it has me addicted.

                        Standing in front of the pieces I’ve slain,
                           The demons who’ve fought to claim;
                              this hollow pit of guilt and vain,
                         which they have come to love to tame.

                              Bereaved of my organismic self,
                        Morbidly embraced by phantoms of hell,
                        Dreading the disgrace from head to toe,
                                 Laden upon by doleful woes.

                          A cavity grown deep within my breast;
                                 Insane I am, put me to rest!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Kendrick Avatar
August 25, 2019 at 6:28 AM
Very expressive and emotive work. A.N. is a sad illness to see overtake a person. We had a woman here who died from the complications of the ill. She had been raped at age 12 and she felt her life was out of control but she could control what she ate. Sara
William  Avatar
September 19, 2019 at 8:31 AM
Yes indeed a torturing emotion it is, I wish nobody to go through hell like this..Its a very sad illness.. I hope she's safely put out of misery, perhaps she lies in a better place.
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