Anguish Revenge

So many reasons i wish I could die So many reasons I could never fly So many days i tried to see straight So many things, just too much weight So many struggles wearing me out So many years stuck in this drought So many tears im just drowning in fears So many cries that no one hears They say pain builds strength But i weakened and brittle My chest has been torn This heart has been worn And all thats left is an empty cavity Trapped inside this captivity Shamed for who i am, a worthless gem from your perfect world i been condem Maybe someday ill see this light But what if its forever night Maybe someday ill crack a smile Find my love walk down the aisle Ha thats just another laugh to put me down Add another tear to help me drown I guess theres no need to say good bye I never could be the apple in a eye I maybe the biggest disgrace But im still here slapping your face