And So We Begin Again

Where do I begin... Another tale that starts off with an already forgiven sin The search for her love grows cold like the current weather Not one to be an eagle with worn out feathers I search but still I cannot find that piece of mind Some thing more to me...but not beset by time 20 years old and stull.trying to fund a home Been lost to me sense I was handed out loans My quest on finding God more us never over But maybe I get too silent, with this...shes never to be my lover How can I be made real in the eyes thst see me as fiction They mock and call out blasphemy My days of caring for that are almost over With me a storm comes, maybe then il find my lover Feels like a curse to be so blessed While everyone else is caught in a mess How.could I have known that this would be me? I am what I am. That will never change you see Signing off til next encryption. P.s. Rocknroll