And So I Express Myself

I love to survive several situations then explain the type of pain or shame that I may feel. If any shame the only shame would be not sharing my thoughts. I do my best to speak the real truth about things and people that may need to hear them ,we all have been lost, just most of us never want to be found. We bury our selves in lies, pain trying to gain some sanity knowing its wrong anyway. Talking about things that we don't know about, we forget to actually look in a mirror into our own eyes. Defend yourself don’t worry about what's going on; worry about what you have going on and why you cry yourself to sleep at night when your conscience beats you. They long for the attention and want to play on the side of the fence they never seen. I'm not mean; I’m not perfect I'm a man driven off of anger because they have a loose tongue, no regards for the type of person they should be. Self pride taken, calmed over selfishness. When we get through situations how quickly we forget them. It happened; it has affected parts of us. The back of our mind never forgets the sweet taste of pain even worst when we are left with a scare that burns deep. I don't talk about battles lost over forgotten thoughts. I'm talking about the lies people continue to believe out of touch of their personal reality. Check yourself and evolve your broken dreams, reach to the sky past the stars; setting better goals for yourself. Stop trying to be a storm in a person's life when your walls are weak around your soul. Love Learn and Let Go. You’re no war machine, taking on things that are not your concern. Learn from your own mistakes. Without talking loud, with meaningless words that doesn't have any effect on what you need to change. Look at your life. Stop trying to fight a fight that you lost. Times have past using a useless defense that hasn’t worked for you. That's not winning. Winning is paying attention to yourself sweeping, cleaning the steps of your own front door. When I speak, they are not stories I’m not choosing sides. I told it from the beginning with nothing to gain. I am me; I wasn’t anything that they wanted, I told the truth. People stop believing your own lies. look back at yourself in the broken mirror pieces and pull yourself together. The truth is there in the faces of men and women who tried to turn their backs on their own life, knowing that they shouldn’t. Your life should mean more to you; instead you took it for granted.