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An Abrupt Change of Plans

This time last year, I couldn't wait to see the brand new year. I had well thought out plans. I was going to start afresh and start anew. I was going back to school and do something that I always wanted to do. My goal was to go back to school and get into the healthcare field. I was a nurse's aide several years ago. As soon as got my taxes I was going to enroll in school. But the dreadful pandemic hit and put my dreams on hold. It felt like my life was passing me by. In 2020, I have experienced fear, hurt and complacency. However, I have felt sadness the most. Sadness for the folks that lost their lives to an invisible enemy A.K.A. Covid 19. I feel stuck in between the land of broken and unfulfilled dreams. But in the midst of all the noise and chaos in my soul. I have hope that all will get back to normal one day. I came to realize that without hope it would be real hard to face each new day. Alexis Y. 12/04/2020

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Jennifer Proxenos

Date: 12/6/2020 9:29:00 AM

What a lovely poem Alexis, thinking of all the unfortunate people who are going hungry, the ones that are very sick and the ones that have passed on. You will get your chance to study further, you will know when it's the right time. Hugs and blessings my dear friend, Jennifer.

Rico Leffanta

Date: 12/5/2020 11:52:00 AM

Consider the California poppy; it chooses to shelter in place until conditions are appropriate to burst forth in beauty! Time is of the essence, so use it wisely! Aloha! Rico

Silent One

Date: 12/5/2020 8:41:00 AM

so many peoples plans have been ruined, I was supposed to go to Australia in October and my spoken word nights have all been cancelled.. it is frustrating, but i suppose it is for our own safety.. Well written poem Alexis.

Joseph May

Date: 12/5/2020 7:50:00 AM

It is sad that so many people lost their lives, but we all hope for a better tomorrow..

Robert L. Hinshaw

Date: 12/4/2020 3:42:00 PM

Alexis, so sorry to learn your noble plan to enter the health care field has had to be set aside for awhile. There is such a need for folks in this career field now. Like you I pray we can get back to some semblance of normalcy soon. I'm glad you enjoy the TPeed Christmas tree write. A Merry Christmas to you and yours! Bob

Jan Allison

Date: 12/4/2020 3:28:00 PM

NEVER give up on your dreams Alexis, i know you would make a super healthcare worker you are so caring and have such empathy with people:-) hugs jan xx

Victor Buhagiar

Date: 12/4/2020 12:20:00 PM

Never give up on your dream so long as it is based on the truth. ~~

Beryl Edmonds

Date: 12/4/2020 12:00:00 PM

Keep hope in your heart and hold onto your dream Alexis, one day it’ll happen for you... Best wishes, Belle

Darlene De Beaulieu

Date: 12/4/2020 11:23:00 AM

Hello Alexis Y. I want you to go back to school and be a health care giver. With this illness going on it is best to put this plan on hold. Unless you can do this course on the computer. Enjoy your day my friend.