An Abrupt Change of Plans

This time last year, I couldn't wait 
to see the brand new year. I had 
well thought out plans. I was going
to start afresh and start anew.

I was going back to school and do 
something that I always wanted 
to do. My goal was to go back to 
school and get into the healthcare 
field. I was a nurse's aide several
years ago.

As soon as got my taxes I was going
to enroll in school. But the dreadful 
pandemic hit and put my dreams on
hold. It felt like my life was passing 
me by. 

In 2020, I have experienced fear,
hurt and complacency. However,
I have felt sadness the most. 
Sadness for the folks that lost 
their lives to an invisible enemy
 A.K.A. Covid 19.

I feel stuck in between the land 
of broken and unfulfilled dreams. 
But in the midst of all the noise 
and chaos in my soul.

I have hope that all will get back to
normal one day. I came to realize
that without hope it would be real
hard to face each new day.



Alexis Y.
12/04/2020

Copyright © | Year Posted 2020



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Date: 12/6/2020 9:29:00 AM
What a lovely poem Alexis, thinking of all the unfortunate people who are going hungry, the ones that are very sick and the ones that have passed on. You will get your chance to study further, you will know when it's the right time. Hugs and blessings my dear friend, Jennifer.
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Date: 12/5/2020 11:52:00 AM
Consider the California poppy; it chooses to shelter in place until conditions are appropriate to burst forth in beauty! Time is of the essence, so use it wisely! Aloha! Rico
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Date: 12/5/2020 8:41:00 AM
so many peoples plans have been ruined, I was supposed to go to Australia in October and my spoken word nights have all been cancelled.. it is frustrating, but i suppose it is for our own safety.. Well written poem Alexis.
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Date: 12/5/2020 7:50:00 AM
It is sad that so many people lost their lives, but we all hope for a better tomorrow..
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Date: 12/4/2020 3:42:00 PM
Alexis, so sorry to learn your noble plan to enter the health care field has had to be set aside for awhile. There is such a need for folks in this career field now. Like you I pray we can get back to some semblance of normalcy soon. I'm glad you enjoy the TPeed Christmas tree write. A Merry Christmas to you and yours! Bob
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Date: 12/4/2020 3:28:00 PM
NEVER give up on your dreams Alexis, i know you would make a super healthcare worker you are so caring and have such empathy with people:-) hugs jan xx
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Date: 12/4/2020 12:20:00 PM
Never give up on your dream so long as it is based on the truth. ~~
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Date: 12/4/2020 12:00:00 PM
Keep hope in your heart and hold onto your dream Alexis, one day it’ll happen for you... Best wishes, Belle
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Date: 12/4/2020 11:23:00 AM
Hello Alexis Y. I want you to go back to school and be a health care giver. With this illness going on it is best to put this plan on hold. Unless you can do this course on the computer. Enjoy your day my friend.
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