Am I Trapped

Why does it feel like I am trapped? Trapped in the trap of being a feminine gender, In the trap of trust and tears In the trap of my own fears, When I try to move on life throws balls to which I don't have any response! Is it the trap that holds me back? Is it my own fear that takes away my chear, Or, Is it my own fate that makes my success await. Is it that I overthink to which my world seems to shrink. I hope the days pass away and things fade as my smile awaits. I don't know what will come but I surely know I would tackle some, I hope i smile back to the life when i can't even shine. Is it the trap that i should escape Or Is it the trap that holds me back?