Am Dying of Cancer
I fight everyday to live
I have cancer
My doctor say I don't have long to live
Am only 29
I only begin living my life
I will die not every hold or seeing my kids again
I try to be close to family but I only push them away
I can't sit here and say I am not sacred
Because that be a lie.
All I do is pray
But Is that truly going to be enough
I will leave this earth
When the lord is ready for me
Am mother daughter and a sister
Will anyone even cry when I'm gone
Or will the rejoice once I'm gone
My body is in pain
There are days I go without sleep
Because I am scare I will not awake up
I spend most days inside because I hurt to bad even get off my sofa
I don't want to die
But I can not control what the lord want's for me.
Copyright © Kristina Gilpin | Year Posted 2015
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