Always There

I would have never had expected this, I've been so lost and distraught. You came back in my life and made me realize, I loved you more now than I originally thought. Wasn't planning this at all, I just needed my friend. To talk about our past and our friendship to mend. Got so much more than I ever bargained for, You got me feeling a kinda way I never felt before. Thought I knew how your love then, boy was I wrong. Should have never let you go,should have never left you alone so long. Yet regardless of it all we still have a bond that's so strong. Don't know how you can do it, being so far away. Get me to think about you more than I was anyway. (All day) Now I'm acting like a kid again, tripping on his first crush. Coming up with new ways to make you smile, hoping to see you blush. Day dreaming of our time together wishing I had you back. Heart pounding in my chest, trying so hard not to have a heart attack. Don't want to complicate things, just always want you there. Show you I'll never let you go again, forever I would care. If ever you should need me, absolutely anything, all you need to say. Is "Joe", and you know that I'd be there instantly without delay.