Alone

The darkness represents how lost i am Wondering when will i find my way All my life i have ran from several things Didn’t know i would live to see this day Been through years of continuous pain before Told myself i was so hurt i wouldn't try ever again And throughout that time i admit i was doing great Then slowly it changed when you became my friend We talked we laughed and had fun for long hours This wasn't just one day it happened every single night It’s weird to see two people so loving at this minute Then later on not even a conversation all they do is fight I swear being around you made me want to try again I did it was great then later you gave me the biggest scare And little did you know it almost destroyed me completely Because of love i still stayed, i couldn't imagine not being there Then later somehow i managed to mess up and made a mistake Thought you would someday learn how to somehow forgive Silly me i was mistaken and you slowly changed into someone else And then i felt like i lost you and because of that i couldn't live At nights i laid in bed looking up and all i could see was your face I prayed countless night’s god would direct you back into my life Somehow i wish i could just erase both our bad memories before Because probably now we would have kids and you would be my wife Now i sit on my roof countless nights which might seem strange to you However i am waiting for a star to fall so i can just wish you back home Before i was scared to be soft around you because i didn't want to get hurt Now baby ill be butter if you just ask me because i just don't want to be Alone!!!!! BY: Marlon A. Malcolm