Alone

Something does not seem right anymore. Waves seem to move away from the shore. The alignment of the stars must be wrong. I know this is not the way things belong. Why does the sun now seem to rise in the west? I wake every morning to a feeling I strongly detest. The moon no longer shines pale and bright. I no longer find comfort in the quiet of night. The colors of the flowers seem faded. I can not shake this feeling of being so jaded. The rain no longer seems to refresh the world. I seem to be only the broken spirit of a girl. When did the rainbow change to shades of grey? Why did you decide to keep me pushed away? How do I bring beauty back to all that I see? Is there anyway to bring you back to me? Perhaps this darkness is all that was meant to be known. Should I embrace this fate? Was I meant to be alone?