Alone
Why do I feel so alone
Here I sit in a crowded room...yet feel totally alone
No one seems to look at me
Or if they do their eyes quickly dart away as if they can't bear to look too long
Why?
Am I really that distasteful
Do they have their own agenda that can't possibly include one more person
I guess I am really just as bad as they are
I don't make much eye contact myself
I find it nearly impossible to reach out
Why?
Can it really hurt
I feel as though if I fell over in the middle of this crowd, my body would go totally
unnoticed
Maybe they would just step right over me and go on as if nothing ever happened
I really am unapproachable
I give off the air
Why?
I thought I was over the whole fear of being hurt, but maybe not
Maybe I'm just trying to convince myself that I'm not afraid
I need friends, I want them, but I shut them out
I'm alone, so alone
I feel like someone's watching me
He's walking this way
He smiled and said, Hello
I'm no longer alone
Copyright © Elizabeth Schlicht | Year Posted 2009
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