Almost a Year

It’s been almost a year,
And I’ve decided to myself,
That I’m tired of waiting,
For you to decide,	
That you want to come back,

As I raise my foot up and walk away,
I’m letting go,
Of our old memories,
I’m burning them out of my mind,
I’m giving up…
On the impossible,
And saying a silent goodbye,

I always thought,
That without you,
I couldn’t be myself,
That I’d rather die in pain,
Then to be without you,

But now I realize,
Being without you,
Really isn’t that hard.
I’m used to biting my lip,
When I see you,
Holding back my tears,
When I think about you,
For I’d never shred them in front of you,

Sometimes I miss our many long hour talks,
Or your soft loving lips moving in movement with mine,
Or you hand collapsed in mine for life,

But now I realize,
Being without you,
Really isn’t that hard.

It’s almost been a year,
And I’m finally giving up.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Fraser Avatar
May 12, 2009 at 12:03 PM
Beautiful poem Amanda, picking up the pieces and moving on, James
Fraser Avatar
May 12, 2009 at 12:03 PM
Beautiful poem Amanda, picking up the pieces and moving on, James
Robbins Aka Gonzo Avatar
May 12, 2009 at 8:19 AM
A good write indeed great job true emotion and very good use of words keep writting
Smith-Johnsen Avatar
April 22, 2009 at 10:13 AM
Good for you!!! Live can be grand. And love will find you when you least expect it. Welcome to Poetry Soup. Always, Dane Ann
Geerts Avatar
April 21, 2009 at 7:41 PM
its hard to say good bye. But sometimes you have to love someone enough to set them free.. Great poem.. well expressed feelings
Christian Avatar
April 21, 2009 at 8:57 AM
aww a great poem and good on you for giving yourself a chance to move on, you deserve so much better and you will find it, my X tried emotional black mail on me, he said if my son aaged 19 came here he would move out so i said bye then go that was after 12 years as well, he said I would never find anyone and yet here I am with a beautiful husband and my two younger kids, guess whos kicking themselves now really it's true, God bless you from diane
Guzzi Avatar
April 21, 2009 at 8:34 AM
Great verse! You are fianlly giving YOU a chance! Light & Love
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