All the Days I Chose To Ignore

I am a dog: panting, suffocating, dying
Clawing at the door of the car
You trapped me in.
I am the next act of the play you’re watching;
You knew I was coming, but you chose to 
Leave the venue before I came on stage.
I am all the days that you choose to ignore
I am the Sundays, the Mondays, the Tuesdays,
And the Wednesdays, but never the Thursdays or 
The Fridays.
I am never the relief, never the sun, never the spring,
Never the hot tea on a cold day.
Instead, I am the dying dog trapped inside 
your car, the worst part of the movie, 
The disappointing end to the book you’re reading:
I am never what you look forward to.
I am the cat on its ninth life, the tortoise thrown
Into the bottom of the lake, the tiger with its 
Teeth torn out.
I am nothing, nothing but trying
Trying to break the glass that covers your frame,
But instead of broken glass I am left only with broken hands,
Bleeding and broken from the picture,
The picture that I couldn’t be in.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Kiser Avatar
June 27, 2021 at 9:27 PM
Powerful feelings penned here; reads very smoothly. Well done.
Horsman Avatar
May 11, 2021 at 8:40 PM
Wow, first, welcome to soup Phillis, Your poem, i read as a personification, and so well written too..Harry
Turner Avatar
May 11, 2021 at 5:50 PM
The things we do for love. You have expressed your feelings extremely well, Phillis. I am certain there will be many who can relate. It is an undeniable truth, you can't make someone feel something they don't.
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May 11, 2021 at 1:18 PM
Very deep Phyllis, an awful lot of pain going on, yet your very creative in how you portrayed it, really is a very well written poem and you bring the reader paradoxically into the picture your so desperate to get into yourself, cheers David
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