All On Me
All on Me
My childhood is sketchy too many
Holes
Yet as those holes fill in
I do not like what I see
So many secrets
So much pain
My innocence was lost
No wonder I never acted like a child
Still I feel like it was
All on Me
Be strong, be brave
Be silent
Never tell a soul
No one will understand
This love we share
And so it went
All on Me
Even now as I remember
Each awful moment
I wonder what I could have done
To avoid it all together
I wonder what would have happened
If I had spoke up
However all the what ifs in the world
Will never change the fact that it is
All on Me
Sometimes I feel like the
Pain is going to last forever
I am so scared that the glimpse of happiness I once had
Is all I will ever see
Yet I won’t give up and
I won’t give in
Because if I do then he will win
Then it will be
All on Me
Instead of
All on Him
By: Jeanna York
10-21-2013
Copyright © Jeanna York | Year Posted 2013
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