All On Me

All on Me My childhood is sketchy too many Holes Yet as those holes fill in I do not like what I see So many secrets So much pain My innocence was lost No wonder I never acted like a child Still I feel like it was All on Me Be strong, be brave Be silent Never tell a soul No one will understand This love we share And so it went All on Me Even now as I remember Each awful moment I wonder what I could have done To avoid it all together I wonder what would have happened If I had spoke up However all the what ifs in the world Will never change the fact that it is All on Me Sometimes I feel like the Pain is going to last forever I am so scared that the glimpse of happiness I once had Is all I will ever see Yet I won’t give up and I won’t give in Because if I do then he will win Then it will be All on Me Instead of All on Him By: Jeanna York 10-21-2013