Eric Schojan Poet Free verse

All In My Head Again

Realigning my brain, I think it needs a restart
Readjust my mind and how it's affecting my heart
  
I always FIND myself LOST, does that make any sense?
I think too much of cost that doesn't pay for all the space that it rents
  
There was a time that I could manage the mania the drop
But now I've lost that control and just want it to stop
   
Am I allowed to feel this way? I'm a parent, I'm a dad!
But my condition just gets worse the more pressure I add..
 
The highs just get lower and the lows never leave
I have everything I want and need and I still feel I can hardly breathe
  
So I'll get the help I need so I can be the real me
I'll do what it takes to be the man I want my kids to see...

psychologically, physically, emotionally....

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James Lagoski February 11, 2021 at 12:35 PM Well...There is a lot of Soul Purging in these words. We are All searching for Direction...Question is...How many are like You searching for the Reality of YOU... So let me Help You... Why...Because yer a Gift to this World and Someday You'll See...That's a Fact and a Promise Straight to You from Me...God Bless You and Those Close to yer Heart My Friend :-) Peace Eric Schojan February 12, 2021 at 2:21 AM Thank you so much sir! Took a bit of a break from writing and must have really needed to get some of this out. I appreciate your words more than you know ?? and I'm humbled you took the time to read my write ?? God bless you as well ??