All In My Head Again

Realigning my brain, I think it needs a restart Readjust my mind and how it's affecting my heart I always FIND myself LOST, does that make any sense? I think too much of cost that doesn't pay for all the space that it rents There was a time that I could manage the mania the drop But now I've lost that control and just want it to stop Am I allowed to feel this way? I'm a parent, I'm a dad! But my condition just gets worse the more pressure I add.. The highs just get lower and the lows never leave I have everything I want and need and I still feel I can hardly breathe So I'll get the help I need so I can be the real me I'll do what it takes to be the man I want my kids to see... psychologically, physically, emotionally....