All I Seem To Doubt

One thing I couldn’t take, disappointment in your eyes. It all became so clear just like the bluest skies. If I could do it over so much I would change. It feels as if it all is now quite out of range. I pick up the pieces of what’s left of my heart. You still live within me although we are apart. You could change my world with only a smile. Opening my eyes, so that I could see for miles. I try to just move on but you are still there. I just can’t turn it off, pretend I didn’t care. I also realize that I never meant you harm. It concerns me deeply I caused so much alarm. The pieces of my heart lie scattered on the floor. What the future holds, you never can be sure. I know it won’t be the same what I say or do. Remembering a love that really was so true. I don’t know of the future the bridges still burn. Somehow I just hope today that the tables turn. I learn to live with and then without. My biggest problem is all I seem to doubt