All I Can Do

I felt your gaze leave me
 with it my whole world
 fell away, I am now alone
 lost and disillusioned
 I am sadness and grief
 behind a rabbit proof fence 

there is no living without you
 no meaning in the sunset
 no beauty in the storm
 the colour drained
 from my view
 all I see now is
 black and white 

I walk the night
 searching the stars
 in the black of my world
 they are diminished
 as the symphony of life
 muted, all notes withheld

following the passing
 of each grieving day
 the flow of blood
 increased
 but an empty vessel
 once called a heart
 still dries and decays

The pain is slicing
 into the vein of my soul
 I had loved too deeply
 for too long, adoring
 all your imperfections
 I worshipped at
 your feet

and now,
 the butterflies have stilled
 and died in flight
 laying in the longest grass
 the fleas no longer bite
 I am fading away
 into the shadow of light

lowering my mantel
 I cover my eyes
 'cause all I can do now
 is cry, cry, cry.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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February 10, 2014 at 12:23 PM
Sad, moving and excellent write. Well done xx
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