All Cried Out

I can't cry...not one tear..even though my heart feels torn, shattered and scorned...its been stretched this way and that...pulled, plucked and stomped on...but I can't cry...not one tear...my heart is heavy..but yet full of Love...ready to burst and explode the moment its thought of...feels like its all done in vain...just because..just for fun...its all a game that I won't run from...I can't cry...not one tear...my heart trembles at the thought of not having someone to Love...its so big and has so much to give...feels like an orphan...and no one wants it...but I can't cry...not one tear... I've cried so many tears...stayed up so many nights from the feeling of neglect all these years..I'm all cried out. I've cried my last tear...no more feeling sorry..no more feeling unworthy...I know my own strength...until the man that should have my heart captures it...it shall remain the same...full of joy and confidence.