All Confused

Time is flying by and nothing changes Everything is just the same As if it all happened yesterday Everyday I wake up and I say “Today is a new day, And I shall live without you… That is the new beginning of the end” But as morning time goes by, With every breath I take Deep inside me, there is even minor hope That I can never replace And that is the hope Of getting back in between your arms Because that is my home place.. Million tears I cried, Most of which have dried .. Thousand ways I tried, Which all evolves what I internally hide But I believe Without even a try, Everything was so clear and bright I am tires of the thought of you But I cannot live without them though I am so confused.. You stepped back and left me in the middle of the road You turned your back and threw it all behind Leaving time to fold it all.. Yet till the moment, I am suffering Till the moment, I am drowning Till the moment, I am hanging on But to what’! Maybe to the one who I one day thought he was.. It is hard to replace a true feeling, And heart beatings with someone’s name With just couple of friends, Or temporary moments and laughs That you simply with them share.. But what about you.. The only non temporary thing in my life The only constant inside.. But still… How could you occupy such place When you did not work hard for it? How could you be there When you are way far? I do not understand Is it me who doesn’t welcome The idea of letting go Or is it you my true soul mate Who I should hand on to? I do not know I am just so confused And I do really hate the idea Of extremely missing you!