Alive

Could you believe, something so extrodinary? Could you percieve, something so out of the ordinary? I used to think I was dead Lots of confusion inside my head Trying to find something fimilliar An experience deemd peculiar I wish i wasnt stuck with this curse I dont know what I am worth I belong to another world Where things arent so cold And we never get old When you dont even know what youre looking at In the mirror Fictional fact, with a little horror You start to wonder what it feels like, to get hit by thunder Like I said Once, in my mind, I was dead Not inside my head Not inside my mind Not the physical kind When you have been immortal This life is just a temporary portal A wormhole Where you chase, rise and fall and end up, with nothing at all I cannot feel, like everyone else I do not hear, the golden glittering bells I am subjected to this reality against my will It makes me illl Whats the point, of all of this You may ask Its all one big twist We hold on to something thats already gone Thinking on Earth, here's somewhere we belong