Ah the Realisation

Ah! The Realisation. I brooded and cursed my life Not knowing how to please my wife I never felt love from her But I felt dead without her She was my everything For her I was nothing She showered some love here and there Keeping me hooked on to love there One day my heart fell apart And I wanted to part She just held on to my part How could I now be apart She played with me with joy I like an idiot thought it was true joy Little did I know it was a ploy I was dancing like like a little boy She went about her ways Me doubting her no ways She led the way I followed her way I thought she has gone astray But it was me filling the ashtray I wanted to give up my life But it's tough taking a life Then suddenly I realized That life is to live and realized Realized that it was an open relationship And I presumed it as a monogamous relationship I will now live an open relationship Ah! The Realisation it's an open relationship