Agony

Lately it is only agony Desperation Nothing is the same anymore Inside of me And different is not better and the weirdest of it all is that everyday is the same thing but I don't recognize anything it's like I can never see See, Listen, Feel. Never its like a barrier between me and the world an transparent barrier because I see but I don't feel anything thats what seems to be inside of me The heart is beating I'm here But I don't feel Missing that I do understand not only the people, but the smells The smells, colors,tastes. Where are they? Why can't I see? See, Listen,Feel Pain Even it I miss because lately not even it I feel at least the pain Reminds me that I am alive. when I can't feel anything else Where's the pain God? even for her I beg anything That I could feel again I can't stand in desperation I only have lost memories memories of the things I have seen Seen, Heard, Felt.