April Bartaszewicz Poet Concrete

Agony

Lately it is only agony
         Desperation
Nothing is the same anymore
                    Inside of me
And different is not better
and the weirdest of it all
is that everyday is the same thing
but I don't recognize anything
it's like I can never see
See, Listen, Feel.
          Never
its like a barrier
between me and the world
an transparent barrier
because I see
but I don't feel
anything
thats what seems to be inside of me
     The heart is beating
          I'm here
But I don't feel
      Missing
that I do understand
not only the people, but the smells
The smells, colors,tastes.
Where are they? Why can't I see?
See, Listen,Feel
          Pain
Even it I miss
because lately 
not even it I feel
at least the pain
Reminds me that I am alive.
when I can't feel anything else
Where's the pain God?
  even for her I beg
            anything
That I could feel again
I can't stand in desperation
I only have lost memories
memories of the things I have seen
                Seen, Heard, Felt.

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Debbie Guzzi November 13, 2009 at 1:47 PM I have been here and have to watch out for the slippery slide to here. I have a list of all the things which bring me UP/joy/happiness it's on the frig I wrote it when I was OK. I look at it when I can't remember. Where you are above usually only a dramatic change of scenery can jog you out of the depth. BIG HUGS Light & Love (Free Verse)