Against the Current

I grew up climbing mountains Walking against the current Always looking for a meaning for home My mind keeps throwing at me those thoughts like painful rocks Trying to find answers for questions larger then the capacity of my mind Time keeps on passing I’m still fighting with feelings I will never understand Day by day growing old Always calculating the years of my age Satisfied that I’m simply bigger year by year My life did not stop in spite of everything But knowing that I have become no more then a stone Makes me shiver Dissatisfied when looking at what I have done in my life Where nothing can be found I was always different Never understood Disappoint by many Today starting from now Sadness, depression I will not give them the honor of occupying the pages of my life I will greet tomorrow with a bright smile I will celebrate my birthday And not greave about the years that’s lost I will move on Seal my doors tightly With every step I well plant flowers that will never wilt I will search new memories That does not exist where disappointments and fractures