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Again, and again

The doubt and anger are here again
No surprise, my new friend
Believed I could keep it all away
Now it’s about to steal me away
Come steal me away. Again, and again

Why can’t I change the parts I hate? Stupid, lying beautiful face

Hearts are craters, deep as wells
Fill them up and hold on well
Sand and mud, the liquid seeps
Dirty tears and sorrows creep
Creep in to swallow me. Again, and again

Why can’t I change the parts I hate? Stupid, lying beautiful face

Told you, I told you. Remember I did?
This time it was raw, nothing I hid
Unacceptable loathing and regret
Nothing to explain, at least not yet
You will see though. Again, and again

Why can’t I change the parts I hate? Stupid, lying beautiful face

Consuming distraction, love that I know
It’s dying already with no place to go
You won’t agree and you won’t see
It will never be enough for me
You will hate me so. Again, and again

Why can’t I change the parts that I hate? Stupid, lying beautiful face

Let me go, for I am already gone
I’m sorry to make you believe this long
Hopeless rage, directed at you
Walls constructed to block the view
But you will still want me. Again, and again.

I can’t change the parts I hate, and I’ll never be happy again. Again

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009




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Date: 8/5/2012 9:19:00 AM
Very nice read, very touching.~Tammy~
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Date: 8/3/2012 1:31:00 PM
I love this cuz I have felt these feelings too. Good write.
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Date: 7/31/2012 11:52:00 PM
KELLY, stopping by to read a couple of poems. CONGRATULATIONS!! :-) with your featured poem of the week. Goodnight~ LUV~ PD
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Date: 7/29/2012 2:13:00 PM
Good write interesting subject matter wonderful read congratulations on being featured Cameron
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Date: 10/15/2009 1:41:00 PM
Thank you for writing and sharing your poetry with us Kelly. I must say it was enjoyable reading for me today. Thank you my friend. Love, Carol
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