Again Again

Oh, it's you again my friend!
I thought I'd abandoned you
And played enough pretend,
Thought I'd lost you too.

You sit atop me weighing tons!
I once thought we'd be the ones,
Crush my hollow bones!
be the only ones throwing stones,
Tear my wings from limbs!
can you hear the violins?
I drown in the blood that flows!
form the lyrics you compose.

We were friends together alone,
Practicing our woodworking.
You carved holes in bone,
I didnt think it was disturbing.

Omnipresence lost,
Too great the cost,
Of staying here,
In this moment,
The realization you're gone a spear,
Since you were the main component.

I thought this'd never occur,
I'd hoped so much.
Was I the saboteur?
I wanted it all, the rush.

All you filled me with,
Is draining out of me,
I've gained so much,
I thought would be,
Forever here,
Within me.

It clings to me with claws,
Though they're loose,
I've always known
This wouldnt last,
I've hit the end

Why'd you go away
Why why why why
Please come back 
Please come back

It hurts
It hurts
Please

Why
Why

Again

For you
I can do it again

I can endure
Its your wish
This distance

Brings me closer to one true friend
That old companion i know
As loss and loneliness
Though i cry and scream

And turn into a pathetic ball...



This is my ultimate end,
The path to which I'm condemned,
The one from way back when,
Which i have to walk again.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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