Again Again

Oh, it's you again my friend! I thought I'd abandoned you And played enough pretend, Thought I'd lost you too. You sit atop me weighing tons! I once thought we'd be the ones, Crush my hollow bones! be the only ones throwing stones, Tear my wings from limbs! can you hear the violins? I drown in the blood that flows! form the lyrics you compose. We were friends together alone, Practicing our woodworking. You carved holes in bone, I didnt think it was disturbing. Omnipresence lost, Too great the cost, Of staying here, In this moment, The realization you're gone a spear, Since you were the main component. I thought this'd never occur, I'd hoped so much. Was I the saboteur? I wanted it all, the rush. All you filled me with, Is draining out of me, I've gained so much, I thought would be, Forever here, Within me. It clings to me with claws, Though they're loose, I've always known This wouldnt last, I've hit the end Why'd you go away Why why why why Please come back Please come back It hurts It hurts Please Why Why Again For you I can do it again I can endure Its your wish This distance Brings me closer to one true friend That old companion i know As loss and loneliness Though i cry and scream And turn into a pathetic ball... This is my ultimate end, The path to which I'm condemned, The one from way back when, Which i have to walk again.