Addiction

My old addictions haunt me, I wish they would go away, I think to myself, maybe just one pill, or if i just shoot up once, maybe then it will be easier, deep down i know thats not true, but god, how i miss the feelings i get, how i miss that all my problems are gone, even if its just for a little while, part of me just wants to give in, one pill maybe two wont hurt, one little needle wont be a problem, that wouldnt be bad, just a quick fix me up and i will be done, yet, i know that thats not true, they will always haunt me, no matter what i do, they will always be there. 10-15-11