Addiction

Pain throbbing thru every spot One minute cold the next I'm hot I chose the drug this is what I got Bad decision again has me caught Caught between life and wanting it's end For now on this drug I fully depend So much time and money that I spend Just to again want the end Aching so deep it makes my bones cringe Going without then I binge Like a door needs it's trusty hinge I can't help but crave that syringe Struggled so hard to overcome and prevail Only to see how easy it is to fail All my efforts! A lonesome wail I watch as my sanity begins to set sail How could something that took my pain Sink so deep into my brain Broken down nothing remains Hopelessly lost my will continues to drain