About a Certain Someone

Despite fear of rejection I said what was true it was all on the line for me, and for you at first it went badly I prepared for the sever but you dried my tears and you told me forever I loved you, adored you I thought it was safe to feel you said I was special but for you, was it real? You lied to me, tricked me and then you walked away my heart was still breaking you'd lead me astray you crushed my reality you bartered my pride you kept safely hidden what was really inside your severe lack of passion should have been a red flag but I ignored all the signs your boast and your brag I believed what you told me I was blinded by hope you moved on so quickly while I'm still learning to cope I guess I am over you and what we could have been but I hate feeling trivial though it might be a sin I want to feel wanted to have more impact on you I won't settle for second or stay with the few we were best friends now we don't even speak what happened..what happened? what truth can I seek? how can fire fade to ice in such little time? how can you be so different from my reason and rhyme? why can't I forget you like you forgot me? I've got plenty of options but you still hold the key I want to fight, and to hurt you I want to wage war because I can't stand being no one I want to be more And yet, I still want to hide to never see that same face to quietly ignore this situation, this empty space I'm frustrated and angry I need to break a few hearts I won't once more feel whole until I've torn things apart you put cracks in my confidence you pt doubts in my mind at least I now realize I have things left to find are you really that gorgeous? or loved? or adored? why is it your opinion that matters? and cuts like a sword? I'll just pretend you mean nothing Like I mean to you I'll be polite, I'll be stunning my heart won't show through Would I really be happy if you were forced to your knees? I don't need you, don't want you my heart will soon agree I'll fight you with confidence I will show you I've grown you mean nothing to me now I am fine on my own