A Sorry Salutation

I know where I must go now that you’re gone
Though I won’t leave just yet
I need time
A moment to sit and be sad
I choose to mourn because there is no other option 
No solution but to cry
To celebrate what was and to weep for what I can no longer have

It’s nobody’s fault
Change is too natural to pin any blame 
We’ve felt it for a while 
Steadily growing 
Softly creeping like vines up a crepe myrtle

I hate this goodbye
It’s less than halfway
Don’t kid me, is it even goodbye?
No: we will still smile as we pass each other
A simple gesture now devoid of meaning
You don’t love me like you did
And maybe I don’t either
It’s change
A slow, crushing farewell in disguise 

I won’t keep you
I do understand 
Life is tumultuous and you’ve found your fit
I just wish I could’ve been molded in too
But it’s better to flow freely than shoved in a box that is not correct 

For now I can do nothing but sob 
Fat tears roll down my cheeks
Feeling forsaken, abandoned, alone
Finality seeps in our tone
Fragments of memories whirl past my perception 
Flashbacks to moments, gold and silver hued 
Forlorn, I hiccup as I try to catch my breath 
Yet everything is ok 
Sadness is the first stage of acceptance
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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April 12, 2021 at 6:49 PM
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