A Sad Memory

As my dad chased his demons I only remember 
I was about four, in Wichita, late December

A Christmas present from an uncle had arrived
A toy guitar, when strummed, played a record inside

I didn't even know who he was or what was planned
When one day he left with my guitar in his hand

"Where is he going with my toy?", I asked in distress
Mama said, "He'll pawn it for a bottle, is my guess"

I ran down the street while crying and grabbed his leg
He just kicked me off, didn't seem to hear me beg

The first and last time I saw him I guess was good
Life lessons are learned early when raised in the hood 

It's been over thirty years since he's been dead
I'm almost sixty four and he's still in my head
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Hoffman Avatar
September 26, 2017 at 7:12 PM
I had kind of a similar experience but with a doll house which was given back to my aunt because my parents thought it was too expensive a gift for me! So sorry about your bad childhood experience Pat! Potent expressive write btw!~Che :)
Adams Avatar
September 26, 2017 at 7:59 PM
I know that broke your heart. Not fair. But we lived through it right? Thank you for your comment and for sharing. You are special, I can tell....80)....80)......Pat
Pigeon Tart Avatar
September 26, 2017 at 9:12 AM
Fine write, I felt it churn inside me, visceral. Potent poetry xomo
Adams Avatar
September 26, 2017 at 10:11 AM
Thank you Maureen. Got a little dark for a while but all works with poetry I suppose. You might be interested in Knock Knock which is well I don't know what it is, but anyway thanks again for commenting..............Pat
Parveen Avatar
September 26, 2017 at 2:22 AM
Some dads! Very expressive and real ,good write Pat, especially "he's still in my head"
Adams Avatar
September 26, 2017 at 10:08 AM
Hits home more when it's true, I guess. Thank you so much for commenting!................Patrick
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