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A Relapse Nightmare

I slowly crush it between my fingers,
Can it be harmful?
I roll it to just the perfect size,
Can it be guilt that I feel?
I think of a good spot to hide,
Can I let anyone know how I truly feel?
I walk past my neighbors houses,
Can anyone notice me?
And cross the open field,
Is it worth all this trouble?
I hide behind a tree and squat,
Should I go through with this?
I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
But can it be?
I light it up and take a puff,
Reality fades. Everything greys.
Regret crashes in. I should have thought twice.
I swear - never again!
The substance that cost me my life.

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Beata Agustin

Date: 10/27/2024 6:46:00 PM

Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.