A Mother's Hardest Decision

This is an event she can't wrap around her head She should've given the drink the man had given her a second thought She woke up and he left her for dead She had no bottoms on and there was no way she could've fought She took a test two months later She looked down and it was undeniable She wanted to become her own operator Because of a government that's so unreliable A decision too hard for anyone to make But either way people are going to look down in disappointment How much of this should she be allowed to take? So instead she makes an appointment Now the fatherless child is somewhere with no pain But the mother is crying about her decision in the rain