A Losing Game

I do, but I don’t
I can, but I won’t 
I feel, but I’m numb
I’m wise, but I’m dumb

I’m here, but not really
I’m ever so silly
It’s the mask that I wear
You won’t catch me bare

An actress, I am
I’m goofy, the “ham”
The quirky and weird one
Who gets out of hand

The one who tests limits 
A rebel of sorts
Can’t fit in large groups
Or organized sports

The one who is crying
But then, cold as ice
A stranger to lying
Who yearns to be nice

The one who sees red
And loses her head
And then the black sheep
With no time to speak 

The one who addresses 
Mistakes she’s made
And then obsesses 
Debts can’t be paid

The one who knows shame
And it knows me by name
I won’t overcome
It’s a losing game

Copyright © | Year Posted 2023



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Date: 9/15/2023 10:39:00 PM
Life's here for the living so take your sweet time, we'll be out in the back, and of course we don't mind
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Date: 8/24/2023 3:26:00 PM
Good evening fellow souper Very creative. Love this piece from beginning to end. You've got the Master's Degree from me honey. VB Rogers blk panther peace!!
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Date: 3/17/2023 3:36:00 PM
KNOCK KNOCK anybody home? Dont leave us out here all alone. Write a poem
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Date: 3/6/2023 8:15:00 PM
What makes you enigmatic I find beautifully magnetic Like a treasure in an attic Awesomely pragmatic In other words you're pretty remarkable! Warmly A.S.
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Date: 3/2/2023 5:59:00 AM
You have a way of rattling my soul. This resonates. Makes me want to share a bottle of wine with you and your muse, break some bread, break some glasses ;), You always impress me. Cheers! xomo
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Date: 3/2/2023 4:10:00 AM
Hello Anna. You know what they say,"You win some, you lose some and some get rained out" A pleasure to be reading a new post from you. I hope life has been treating you well. Great to see you again:)
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Date: 3/2/2023 2:32:00 AM
Seems you’re a complex person, Anna. I like your style of writing in short lines, it keeps your verse moving. John
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