A LONG LIFE GOODNIGHT

My heart is full of anguish
‘Bout my feelings I can’t resist
The desolation it brings by-gone,
It makes myself burdensome.

My heart until now breaks into pieces
‘Cause I can’t recover from bitterness
This pain I felt is unlimited
And it really makes myself desolated!

I felt that I’m always bedridden
About the past in me that happen
My heart seems beleaguered by thorns
It seems no joy at all, and no fortune!

By-and-by I feel so down
In this world I wanted to goodbye
Sometimes I really want to scream
Because I am trapped in a hole it seem.

Every day and night I felt dejected
But in my heart you never neglected
I want you and I to confabulate
In order before everything is too late!

To despise on you I cannot do
‘Cause for the second time, my heart beats on you!
My heart seems full of emptiness
And for me it really causes tiredness…

Only one thing I can assure
Is to remain you here for sure
‘Cause in my heart you’re part of me so
And I keep you here forevermore!

Is in it I’m so deranged?!
‘Cause sometimes I make to camouflage
For hiding my feelings inside
Because I don’t want to be judged by people around!

I don’t want to be feel despair
‘Because I don’t want it to be impaired
I don’t want to imbued wrath
‘Cause it makes me feels hurt!

To recover from the past I really try
But time to time I always cry
That’s why I always pray at night
Oh Lord, please give me a long life goodnight!

Copyright © Rowena Velasco | Year Posted 2015