A Long Life Goodnight

My heart is full of anguish ‘Bout my feelings I can’t resist The desolation it brings by-gone, It makes myself burdensome. My heart until now breaks into pieces ‘Cause I can’t recover from bitterness This pain I felt is unlimited And it really makes myself desolated! I felt that I’m always bedridden About the past in me that happen My heart seems beleaguered by thorns It seems no joy at all, and no fortune! By-and-by I feel so down In this world I wanted to goodbye Sometimes I really want to scream Because I am trapped in a hole it seem. Every day and night I felt dejected But in my heart you never neglected I want you and I to confabulate In order before everything is too late! To despise on you I cannot do ‘Cause for the second time, my heart beats on you! My heart seems full of emptiness And for me it really causes tiredness… Only one thing I can assure Is to remain you here for sure ‘Cause in my heart you’re part of me so And I keep you here forevermore! Is in it I’m so deranged?! ‘Cause sometimes I make to camouflage For hiding my feelings inside Because I don’t want to be judged by people around! I don’t want to be feel despair ‘Because I don’t want it to be impaired I don’t want to imbued wrath ‘Cause it makes me feels hurt! To recover from the past I really try But time to time I always cry That’s why I always pray at night Oh Lord, please give me a long life goodnight!