A Letter To the Parents I Let Down

My biggest regret- Was something that was happening yet. As I faced off with unreality. There was the truth of causality. It was hard to recover. As there was a reality to uncover. That I had given up hope of independence. And that now there is a larger fence. Between me and the pain I should have willed myself to endure. For at least a little longer, maybe I could overcome and be cured. But instead I failed my final chance. To face the odds, it was a dance. I’m sorry to all the families. That had stored hope in me. For their own children. But now we suffer in this hopeless cauldron.