A Letter For My Nan

I miss you Nan, everyday, and my life it seems so hard without you by my side Nan, I don't know where to start I thought about you yesterday, today and last week too I think about you everyday and i don't know what to do I wish it would get easier Nan, since you told me to forget but it's too hard to forget you Nan, and your suffering I can't accept I know you wouldn't want this Nan, and I'm sorry I cant move on But your smile, your laugh, your swearing Nan, I cant believe that it's gone It hit me again this evening Nan, that your not here no more I wish I could see you one last time, when i knock on your front door There's a great big hole in the family Nan, and so many broken hearts And I feel very selfish Nan because I'm falling apart I hope that you are happy, I hope that your smiling too and until the day we meet again, know Nan that I love you x