A Kind of Pain

sick with a pain you cant feel

a pain you want to go away but cant heal

a cough so desperate for air

eyes pleading for all the help you can spare

but no nothing can help this pain

this pain you cant even restrain

its like a monster that hides in shadows

ready to kill at any time or place

a cold heart this monster holds

thats how i feel when my monster unfolds

cold hearted

from  a place now departed

quiet as the wind

a place i no longer defend

so y do i even pretend

that this place has an expiration date

this is a pain everyone should hate

but not everyone feels this type of way

a pain not permanent but a temporary stay

something you want to get rid of but it takes its time

its not going to go away like a drop of a dime

i wish but everyone can keep wishing

its not a pain i will be missing

a tear i no longer cry

a story?? i will no longer lie

my past brings me this type of feeling

my strength and happiness its stealing

each day i try and pick myself up and in return

this pain tries to walk back like its concerned

but i laugh at this pain in its face

it aint going to make me look like a disgrace


by Taneia J. Nelson
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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I can so relate to this...reminds me of the song Monster by Skillet...but yes I hate that kind of pain too...well done. Have a great day! ~ Shauna
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May 18, 2011 at 7:46 AM
Very good Taneia. You stay strong. One thing about life, time has away of revealing the truth. Welcome to PS. I hope your stay is up lifting. I'll stop in again.
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