A girl once

She wore perfume that smelled like a Sunday lie,
 And lips like rusted knives—
 A woman like that don’t settle,
 She just wanders through men’s lives.
 I gave her my keys and my winter coat,
 She gave me a goodbye note,
 Hidden within a half-full bottle And a half-finished murder quote.
 She was last seen by me at a pawnshop, Trading wedding rings for smokes—
 She said love is just a shell game,
 And I was her last broke joke.
 Now I sleep with the window open,
 Just in case her ghost blows in—
 She was jazz in a needle,
 Additionally, I sinned too slowly. She taught me how to ruin myself
 With a crooked smile and class— And how to cry like a thief in church
 in a town that doesn't merit the distance. Now I date my loneliness proper,
 And wear my shame like a suit—
 But I still keep that damn perfume bottle,
 And a postcard she never wrote.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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