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A Constant Friend- Potd

I needed, craved, and desired you very much;
I loved the feel of you going down,
Over the years, you were a constant crutch.
With you, I loved to paint the town.

You gave me the courage to speak my mind,
With you, I could escape my harsh reality. 
I thought you were real and one of a kind,
But you were an illusion, your specialty.

Why didn't you tell me that you were a fake?
And your whole purpose was to rob and take.

You took my health, family, and my job,
I was left by myself just to sit and sob.

I turned to you because I was hurt and in much pain,
All I wanted was shelter from the pouring rain.

You are no longer a friend in my corner,
If you stayed, I would be visiting the coroner. 

Although I am free of your vices today
I struggle, and I am only one DRINK away……..

From RELAPSE and I value my SOBRIETY,
it happens to be a top priority. 

I trust in God every day that I don't slip
back into my ADDICTION, 
But it is going to take prayer, 12 steps, 
a support system, and dedication. 





12-22-2020
Contest: Addiction
Sponsor: Rob Levasseur
N/A

Submitted to be N/A 2020
Contest 
Sponsor: John Hamilton
Placed 3rd
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Jones Avatar
October 15, 2023 at 12:18 PM
Wow. This is a inside look into this dilemma! I really am proud of you and your courage in writing about it. If this is true that is as sometimes poets use a muse or write from their imagination. I feel this poem could help others in the struggle. So it is obvious why it won potd honor. Well done! Sorry it took me scrolling to find.
Y. Avatar
October 15, 2023 at 12:23 PM
Hi Karen, I appreciate that you found it and left such a comment. It is a true poem. I thank God every day that I am sober today. Have a wonderful day:-)Alexis
Mcgee Avatar
January 19, 2021 at 12:19 PM
Such a powerful poem on the realities of addiction from start to end...well done Alexis.
Hamilton Avatar
January 16, 2021 at 12:21 PM
An excellent reminder Lexi of the power of alcohol, has left many ensnared to their detriment. Congrats on your win!
Y. Avatar
January 18, 2021 at 9:14 AM
Hi John, It was thoughtful of you to hold a contest such as this. I appreciate my life placement in your contest. Have a great day:-) Alexis
Watt Avatar
January 1, 2021 at 6:28 PM
One day at a time, my friend. You have taken the right steps and have a healthy respect for the power of the bottle. I hope it was cathartic to write this, and I know it may be just the words someone else needs to read to be encouraged by your story. A wonderful choice for POTD, you have my hearty congratulations. Happy new year, Alexis ~ John
Rodrigues Avatar
December 29, 2020 at 3:56 AM
Congratulations on POTD! A poignant write!
Callus Avatar
December 26, 2020 at 3:01 AM
Congratulations on being awarded POTD, Alexis. This poem is so personal, touching and sincere. You are a wonderful person. Have a lovely day. // paul ps....soupmail
Y. Avatar
December 26, 2020 at 5:50 AM
Hi Paul, Thank you so much. I appreciate that you stopped by and left such a kind comment. I hope you a wonderful Christmas with family and friends:-) Alexis
La France Avatar
December 25, 2020 at 1:22 PM
Alexis, congratulations on POTD, I share many of the same feelings _Constance
Proxenos Avatar
December 25, 2020 at 12:56 PM
I will always be on poetry soup and know we will be friends forever. xoxoxo
Proxenos Avatar
December 26, 2020 at 8:47 AM
amazing! xoxo
Y. Avatar
December 25, 2020 at 1:06 PM
That's such a kind thing to say. I feel the same. Who knows, maybe in the future I will cross the pond one day;-)
Proxenos Avatar
December 25, 2020 at 12:49 PM
My dear Alexis I am so proud of you and you write with such sincerity, that is what I love about you - you are a strong woman with profound feelings and powerful thoughts - you WILL get where you want to be because sobriety is your top priority, Congratulations on this superb write, for which you got POTD dear Alexis - hope you had a wonderful Christmas Day, peaceful and festive. Love and hugs. Jennifer.
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December 25, 2020 at 10:17 AM
Bless you Alexis you are not alone my friend. I was almost the same, drinking to escape the hurt and pain, but now. I take or leave iy. I don't need it anymore. here for you my friend. you can do this. if I can do it, anyone can. well done on POTD.Glad you were able to express yourself. damn proud of you. Take good care.Pete.
Y. Avatar
December 25, 2020 at 6:11 AM
I would like to thank everyone who congratulated me for getting the poem of the day. This is personal, and it's more than a contest. And something I struggle with every day. But with a strong support system, I can walk in my sobriety one step at a time. I would like to wish you all Merry Christmas! Stay safe and well:-)Alexis
Koplin Avatar
December 25, 2020 at 2:54 AM
Congratulations on your potd! Such a powerful and profound piece Alexis! Well done!
Seeker Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 8:56 PM
Powerful poem Alexis! Congrats on POTD!
Nicole Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 7:57 PM
Addictions are difficult to defeat. With the help of others and constant prayer- you are able to. You are such a strong woman. You are doing great. Congratulations Alexis, on Poem of the Day. ~ Brandy
Hankins Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 5:46 PM
Congrats on your POTD. Your experience is a great boost to others on the way. Thanks for sharing, and good luck in the contest!
Wolf Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 5:45 PM
A poem of courage and power. Congrats on POTD, Alexis! Happy Holidays, Gershon
Evans Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 4:48 PM
You are a very courageous woman! There are six types of courage and you demonstrated two of them with this poem, putting yourself out there. You have the moral and emotional courage. Happy Holidays!!!
Downing  Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 2:33 PM
Hi Alexis, congratulations on your POTD, and I wish you a merry Christmas :)
Allison Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 12:56 PM
I read and commented on this powerful piece yesterday but my comment has vanished:-( many congrats on a very well deserved POTD:-) so happy for you Alexis:-) hugs jan xx
Kauffman Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 9:42 AM
Very powerful and very real Alexis - a daily battle for so many. Congratulations on your POTD. Well done! Merry Christmas!
Jayasankar Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 9:30 AM
Wow this is amazing and apt for the contest dear Alexis. Great rhymes. Congrats on your POTD. Merry Christmas. God bless. ~ Ani
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December 24, 2020 at 9:24 AM
Ooh, excellent poem Alexis, I am sure this one will hit home for many. Congratulations on POTD and my best to you in the contest. Merry Christmas! xomo
Mcintosh Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 8:17 AM
This is, of course, incredible. Love it - and am back again to Congratulate you on POTD. Merry Christmas Eve and God B L E S S you always dear friend
Y. Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 8:37 AM
Hi Regina, I appreciate that you came back to congratulate for P.O.T.D. Merry Christmas Eve to you too:-) Alexis
Roper Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 7:37 AM
Alexis, congratulations on POTD. Merry Christmas. Hugs Eve
Y. Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 7:41 AM
Hi Eve, Thank you so much. I appreciate that you stopped by.Merry Christmas Eve. Have a wonderful day:-)Alexis
Goldsmith Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 7:22 AM
Congratulations on your potd win. A great story/write. I do not understand what happens to some friends, they were just not friends from the start. True friends are few in life. I love your line, "I trust in God every day that a I don't slip." Yes, trust in God every day. Enjoy your win with blessings.........................
Y. Avatar
December 24, 2020 at 7:43 AM
Hi Paula, Thank you so much. I appreciate that you came by to congratulate me. Merry Christmas Eve:-)Alexis
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