A Child Is Always a Child

I never preferred my dad, He always objected me, He doesn’t like my company, He argues on my smoking and alcohol, Also minds my late night parties. But I felt as a puppy at home, I opposed him and always cried, This is my life, I know better than you, You know nothing; he shut the door roughly, And went out for a while. Mum always supported me. She bought new clothes, Jewellery, make up dressings, She curled my hairs and taught me, How to use lipsticks and eyebrows? I was totally young, It seems nice when someone praised me, But dad argues, this is my learning age, I don’t need a company of adults. You need better caring. But I mind, he behaves why as me enemy? I failed to understand him, He was a responsible parent. He was trying to build my future, He found it very later when I dig me in the hell. I was only a child when I got a baby girl, I lost my freedom and best opportunities, Burden loaded me sick. My boy friend never accepted me a partner, He was already married. When my father asked me for abortion, I abused him a killer, first time, He said to me, one day you will repent, This is your terrible mistake. You lost your path before to walk. I want to be a Mum, I never imagined, what is it responsibility? Why dad objected me, always, I am a chain smoker and alcoholic, He never came back to encourage me.