A Changed Man Am I

I parked along Lucky Street 
Down in the Atlanta area Sunday 
And decided to take a seat 
In a small park along the way 
It was so peaceful and quite 
No one was mingling anywhere around 
Except the squirrels and birds 
That were scratching and playing on the ground 
Well it wasn’t too long before  
I wasn’t alone on this side of town 
An older gentleman who smelled of alcohol 
And Sunday morning going down 
He took a seat next to me 
And I figured he wanted to bum a ride 
I noticed he did have a paper sack 
With I supposed his bottle hidden inside 
Well he sat there and muttered not a word 
He just stared out into space 
And then he turned directly at me 
And we were now face to face 
He said, I reckon you think I’m crazy 
For living this kind of life 
But it’s all I know now 
Since I lost my son and my wife 
You see I wasted all those years 
I spent working tooth and nail 
And throwed it all away 
When the booze created this hell 
I didn’t know what to say to him 
I just sat there like a knot on a log 
My mind was all clouded up 
And my thoughts was in a fog 
He says to me with his southern drawl 
I reckon you think I’m a fool 
For leaving everything behind 
And breaking all the golden rules 
But when that car went of control 
And killed my wife and son 
I had nowhere else to turn to 
And that’s why I’ve been on the run 
Life ain’t what it was before 
And yes I’m paying the piper still 
I just wish a million times over 
I hadn’t been behind that wheel 
But I can’t change anything about it 
And I sure can’t change how I feel 
But thanks for listening to me 
It helps a little to get it off my chest 
And now I’ll leave you to your morning 
As I’ll drink since that’s what I do best 
I sat there after he had been gone awhile 
And thought of what he had said 
About his wife and son and all 
And how he was having to sleep in that bed 
I thought about my own life 
And swore that when I got home 
I’d spend some time with my family 
And not be too busy using my phone 
I reckon the Lord sent him my way 
And I thank Him from the bottom of my heart 
Cause now I’m putting work in a different perspective 
And asking my wife and son for a new start 
I’m sure they’ll look surprised and all 
But now my eyes have been opened wide 
And work’s gonna have to take the back burner 
Cause I’m now a changed man inside
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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February 7, 2014 at 11:39 AM
Thanks for sharing and enjoyed this write -There but for the grace of God (go I).
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