Why

Why does this always happen when all i try to do is be the best Why don't my parents understand that i'm not like the rest. It seems as if no matter how hard i try i always end up in these weird test but no matter which one it is i have to stay focused on success Why is it that no matter how i try to tell this person how i truly feel When its all said and done even though they say they know, it doesn't seem real. I wasn't the one who hurt you and did you dirty and wrong but its so easy to tell you that its al right over the phone. Knowing that deep down inside it hurts me to know that you won't give the opportunity for me to be with you to be true. Why couldn't i stay in the house that day after school ? I believe if i had of everything in my life would still be cool. I didn't asked to be forced into a shed, Left feeling worthless and me wishing i was dead. Why did you two do that to me what have i ever done wrong, now it seems like everything i had and i loved is all gone. Why do i have to be the one sitting here asking myself WHY? Why is my life turning out so bad making me just wanting to DIE? Last but not lest WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO CRY ? WHY?