peace of mind

Sometimes, I wish I was better with people around me This is how it be. The world as I see Dark cloud My brain is yelling so loud Never knowing what to say So lonely today It is my way From people I hide Never does the confusion subside It's all in my head But still I know I'm not better off dead But I see darkness around Voices cry without a sound No peace have I found Lost in plain sight The rage I fight Lost in the land of the free This is how life really be So alone No love shown A little child all grown Things that to me seem so hard Leave my soul jared Sometimes between reality I feel I'm falling Time is always stalling Leaving me behind I pray for peace of mind None can I find Hazy Crazy Life seems to me Wish I was free But I'm not May my brain rot Unsure of what next to do I feel blue But I force my self to move forward Ever toward Over the horizon I seek My heart is getting weak On I go It is all I know Don't know what I want But have visions that haunt Life is a difficult ride So from it I hide Feeling everything so deep For love lost I still weep The pain is yours to keep Such a stain Clouding my brain Hard to keep a smile Just not my style All the while Wishing for more Than a one way door Life must have an exit sign Searching for an invisible line That will lead my way Hopefully I make it through this day Never the right words to say Pain rain Making my life this stain Who am I I cry Clear my mind So I can find Something I left behind So long ago That I no longer know What I hope to find Except some peace of mind